I wish..

My mind is full of "I wish..."s lately. I guess the latest developments triggered my mind. You see, I was not a person who is always dissatisfied with his life, yet I've been recently asking myself "Where did I do wrong?" too many times. For all these years I always thought I knew myself very well and I successfully reacted to even major changes in life. But, it turned out that I did not know myself at all. That's why I now believe the quote: Whatever doesn't kill you is gonna leave a scar. Indeed, it at least leaves a mark that no surgery can cover up. Everyday we learn about ourselves and it's sad that it has to be always bad things that remind us we do not have a fucking idea what is going on with us.